A Siren's Soliloquy™®©

3AM

2011-06-04T03:00:00.001+08:00

Lonely doing assignment, seriously don't have the mood to do but no choice have to force myself to do cause my process is getting slow and slow.........damn!!!!!!!!!!! You duwan entertainment me =( moodyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-05-26T02:34:00.001+08:00

你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友, I wish we can be more than that

理想情人

2011-05-04T17:16:00.001+08:00

好想知道你的100分　會給怎樣的人

Lost of direction

2011-04-29T21:09:00.002+08:00

Is the end of April, May coming soon and is been a month I not coming back to here. Somehow here still the suitable place to voice out my feeling compare to other side. Well today finally pass up the six space set assignments, kind of tiring assignment and today also manage to know the mark of my work, well is expected I did not score a good mark for it cause I really never put my hard work and effort into it. What I can blame is just me cause of limit of creativity and view over my design. Now what I can do is do better in the coming assignment, read more book, see more thing and stop been lazy around when I doing the six space set assignment.

Then about her, I really don't know what to do, wish to know more about her and know her well. She is always with the other gang of people and me is with my own gang so there is less chances to approach her. Don't know to describe the feeling toward her. Recently I saw a note with this title call 越喜欢你、越会渐渐没话跟你聊天, where the content is write about this

不喜欢的人，可以容易地讲个笑话，随便地发个短信，

甚至，打去电话问对方有什么节目以便随时去参加。

喜欢的，却变成心里的死穴一个，动都不敢动，甚至，再看到的时候，话都说不出来。

喜欢某个人，偏偏见到她，一句话没有。

看着旁边的朋友和她谈笑风生，心里又嫉妒又着急。

暗示或者表白心际，一句我爱你，永远不丢人。

如果我想你了

我会掏出手机

看看有没有你的短信

即使我知道

几率是那么的渺茫

如果我想你了

我会在手机上飞速的打下一连串的对你说的话

最后却始终没有按下发送的键

只是不想打扰你

如果我想你了

我会看我们的聊天记录

不管是什么样的对话

始终有种甜蜜的感觉

如果我想你了

我会想

你是不是会想我呢？

哪怕

只有一秒钟的时间...

如果我想你了

我会听你推荐给我的音乐或者曾经录的你唱的歌

细品歌词中的字字句句

如果我想你了

我会把思念换作节拍

让它在双手交辉中流露

如果我想你了

其实没有如果

手机主题是你

手机电话薄你是第一个

手机相册是你

FB里你是单独的一组

每晚睡下的时候

仍然会想你是否也睡下了

不打电话并不是我不关心

只是不知说什么好又怕你说烦

而打电话给你的不一定就一定很关心你

想告诉你我其实一直惦记着你，我一直都在你的身边不会走

我就是这么一个安静的喜欢看你幸福的人

it seem like write out my feeling and feel that why we less topic to talk? I wish we can talk more and know each other well

Once

2011-03-16T00:53:00.002+08:00

Is been so long never update this blog, somehow right now I came back here again...read back those old post that I wrote last time....but anyway just let it be although there are so much miserable stuff happen all the way from last time. Wondering why I still come here to blog again, cause of the feeling that I found no else where I can express out therefore I come back here. Too much thing happen recently.....from friend to family then come to study. Friend matter, I choose to let it be, no point continue with those matter, family matter, thank god my dad success in the operation and recovering in progress. Study......totally is a crapz. Idea been ban and rejected, I keep wondering izit I make it sooooooo complicated or what? Seem like everyone design a very simple and clean stuff....mine was like ohhh *don't know how to describe*

Then recently, I started to have some mild feeling toward a girl. Same course and same class to, I was trying to get chance to approach her but fail..nevermind..just now was trying to chat with her in msn, seem like she really not in a good mood and end up I been treated kind of cold and been scold. On this moment, I feel damn depress and down...so down. Work been rejected, got scolded by her..........................ahhhhh =( Somehow I really hope she can cheer up soon

Angel VS Demon

2010-12-18T01:07:00.003+08:00

Why people like to get interrupt in some matter where there is not necessary to know about it, isn't it after knowing all the truth and they may feel relief or will feel not guilty anymore? Thing happen, what is already happen was already stated there, nobody can change it and correct it. Fact is just the fact, If people feel guilty mean they did something that mean to the person. Isn't it is feel great when you know something or get mess up with other people problem? Stop pretending by wearing an angel mask.......

I have a piece of paper but is empty

2010-12-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

After sometimes get along with her, chat with her and hang out with her, slowly as time goes on, feeling toward her started build inside my heart. Feeling toward her is hard to confess with her cause lack of confident with myself, trust still not really impress by her. As time goes on, don't know why thing started to change, the way she treat me not as friendly as the starting we get along. Keep thinking what mistake I did but I just can't figure it out. Out of sudden, surrounding around me just went quiet, empty and cold...this feeling is so terrified and hurts..............

Efforts

2010-12-07T22:24:00.001+08:00

What matters is not the number of hours that put in but how much you put in those hours.

Life is a beautiful garbage

2010-12-07T01:47:00.002+08:00

Is December and is also the last month of year 2010, is been some time I not update the blog, Things happen and studies life that never end. Finally it come into a break. A short break that I can take a breath. Thanks few friends of their concern for what happening for previous months. Sorry for just now what I did and I said. Seriously I don't mean that....somehow I know I'm not deserve it but I wont blame you. I know is not easy to get your trust but I understand that. Anyway really sorry.........

Blaaah

2010-09-14T02:01:00.004+08:00

Holiday for so many days yet my mind also follow to holidays, today is Tuesday!!!!!!!!!! Holy crap and my penang site visit will start at 12 midnight on Tuesday, damn and lot of work have to be complete yet I still do nothing...hell is up and no more procrastinate for me. Gonna start do work no matter what. Anyway Wendy, take care and don't for sick for your trial. Get well soon =)

你不是真正的快樂

2010-09-07T19:48:00.003+08:00

這首歌的每一句都是我的心聲...
但可悲的是,,,我已經麻木到哭不出來了.....
經過傷痛後,,,我已經變成一個沒有真正情感的植物人,,
在人前總是傻傻的笑,,在人後就是一張悲哀的臉...快要變成雙面人了..
笑,,,是為了掩飾自己的悲傷和脆弱...因為這個世界容不下脆弱的人...
笑,,,是為了怕自己的朋友家人憺心....所以我要強顏歡笑讓他們安心...
笑,,,是為了合群,,,當一群朋友在歡天喜地,,你的悲傷會讓人排斥和掃興...
所以,,我的確沒有選擇的權利...

Fake

2010-08-24T17:26:00.002+08:00

You've tried living everyday like any other with smiles, but you realized one day that you’ve been slowly dying inside for a very long time from the day you’ve lost her.

Circumstances

2010-08-17T17:02:00.002+08:00

Visible cuts are painful. Unseen cuts are hurtful. Hurt brings anger, anger summons hatred, hatred calls for revenge, and revenge would in turn hurt again. Just that this time, it’s repeating itself on another person.

Lost of Translation

2010-08-17T16:59:00.001+08:00

I am no one, but I wanna be someone. But when I am someone, I am not sure who I am.

2010-08-17T01:01:00.003+08:00

The best thing you can be is be yourself. That way, no one can't match you because you have become special in your own way.

17/08/2010 - 1:19am

2010-08-17T00:59:00.001+08:00

Sometime you forgive people simply just because you still want them in life.

17/08/2010 - 1:18am

2010-08-17T00:44:00.003+08:00

Random post for this, sorry for the late update due to some problem happen in my life I will try keep update for all the reader. Anyway just ignore the date that appear in my blog and there is some problem occur and I lazy to find out cause of busy-ness of assignments, so will fix when I free, cheer.

17/08/2010 - 1:16am

Dilemma

2010-07-23T02:04:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I don't understand myself, me myself!!! I hate myself which I want thing to be done by this way or that way. I wish I need care of you, I need love too. But yet the way I treat you is the way you treating me now. I really don't know how, I don't know what I suppose to do. I wish to let go all the pain and dilemma which I face yet I can't really le you go. I feel really sick and I feel really want to cry. I really want to cry

What a Goal

2010-07-12T05:20:00.002+08:00

YES, SPAIN IS THE 2010 WORLD CUP CHAMPION !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yet another life

2010-07-12T01:55:00.002+08:00

Recently is kind of lazy and tired cause of world cup and hang out with friends. Most of the day time I use to sleep and woke up late and then gaming also make my work not really done. Especially my naruto drawing. Anyway I will try to complete it as fast as possible and here is my work

My work under construction

Question in head

2010-07-12T01:48:00.000+08:00

Should I or Shouldn't I take the move?

Love story

2010-07-02T01:42:00.002+08:00

Story start with wonderful and colorful scene when it reach almost end of the story it started to fate and end up with a fullstops.

Voice of heart

2010-07-02T01:22:00.002+08:00

The moment I want to start blogging, I got no idea how I suppose to start yet I have alot stuff want to write. Problems, problems yet still problems is still around me. Argue, argue still happen on and on. Feeling of stress and frustrated fire up my emotion. Sometimes I tired with it, sometimes I fed up with it and sometimes it end up with sick of it. I got no idea how to go through this relationship and mind is blank. Sometimes her act just like forcing me to the edge of the cliff. No ways run. It happen when the time I rush my final. The word break up is near to mouth yet I have no guts to say cause somehow I still love you. After that incident, everything start to change. Can't be denied that I already change, my feeling toward you is starting weak and feel like avoid you. Where is the joy when every time I together with you? I hate all this feeling and is sucks. I hate with all unnecessary argument. Who care my feeling? Who!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It almost.......serious is almost there

2010-06-24T04:17:00.004+08:00

Take a deep breath, the moment of rushing my design assignment is like 'oh gosh'. Is a damn tough time. work out with 3 models and a A1 size presentation board. For some people this kind of work are ridicules but for those design students, it is very common stuff they always did. Finally I just finish my final presentation on today, wait..... no no should be yesterday. Is so crowed with our lecturers, panel and students and lots of work we can see and alot creative students work were display and present. Hmmm well to say about my presentation. My 1st panel commented on my work and she like the way of my design my studio and the form. Yeah in design and creativity I got a score =) when she saw my presentation board, 'not bad not bad by the way where is the floor plan?' I just like oh no I left it out * eventually I skip it cause rush of time* =.= . Well 2nd panel was my tutor. We use to be talk craps after class but when in presentation, he treat me so seriously, kind of shock but yet I learn alot stuff from him and thank for his comment and guide.So overall i did ain't that bad and hope can score well marks.

Presentation done, and holiday mood started to fuse with our soul but yet we still have a portfolio to compile our whole semester work. Feel kind of lazy but no choice, due date is near too. Anyway reward myself for a short break and continue my work later. Goodbye assignments and welcome holidays. Will plan nicely for this holidays and improve myself my doing some research for preparing for next semester

rooftop studio

my presentation board =)

Silent dead

2010-06-03T00:13:00.004+08:00

It is 2nd time I blog again after my blog is dead. How to describe dead? I just experience a temporary of silent dead in from afternoon till just now. I think some of you guys will think why I say so? Yeah my soul is dead when the moment I fail my B.Tech assignment again. Serious and this is the last time of re-do, yet my group fail to meet the requirement. The moment we fail, I serious cant accept the fact again. Even my lecturer said " Wei Siang, what happen to you?" I think my lecturer also never expect his students that always do well will fail in this re-do assignment. I can't even answer my lecturer question. I just sit a side with my group member and silent.

I thought that I will be fine, but I not. The fake appear in my face but heart is pain. Feel really fed up and tired. All the effort that we put is meaningless. I thought effort will never lie to us but the fact is, it happen on us. When back to my room, lye on bed and feel sick of it, mood is down. The only choice is sleep. Take silent sleep from 5pm till 1opm. How is it feel? A little bit better but yet is still sad and disappointed with myself. Is time for me to stand up and continue my journey of architecture.

I'm not superman but yet not an architect.....................

Am I still alive or what?

2010-05-25T20:49:00.004+08:00

Seriously it had been a long time I stop blogging, reason? Lazy is the 1st point, 2nd is busy although have the thinking to blog but I didn't. Sorry for that. I guess no 1 gonna follow this blog anymore cause it consider is dead. Don't worry I not dead yet, I'm manage to survive in my architecture course. Final is coming, this getting complicated and frustrated. Lots of thing have to be considering while doing my final design assignments, stress out.

As the moment going on, time is pack plus relationship getting worst. Sometimes I really feel tired and fed up with the relationship. Life getting miserable and I also going insane soon. Grey hair is getting more, lifestyle getting unhealthy with no proper meal. Looking at the surrounding and wondering where is my inspiration? Am I manage to do well in the final.

God, sorry with all my mistake and please forgive me may you bless me and hope me do well in my work. I wish I will not disappoint my lecturers and my parents who put lot of expectation on me. I have to stand up and climb up to the peak of the mountain =)

Grammy Awards

2010-02-02T11:20:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the 52nd Grammy Awards and is sound awesome with those winner *eventually it does* and congrats to all the winners. Most surprise is Sir Elton John perform together with Lady Gaga and that was the part was attract me, is a awesome performance =). Although Lady Gaga was not as pretty as other girl or can say the ugly women in this planet *ehem not i say that ar, someone say that, please don't sue me xD* but she has talent and her own style. This make her so amazing and lovely by the people. Bravo bravo *big applause* Taylor Swift also got awarded in fews categories but when she sing lives is kind of disappointed cause she not really perform well. Well I read some web and they question, is Taylor Swift deserve those awards??? She can't even sing well in live. Well how about you guys????

No Concept????

2010-02-02T10:29:00.002+08:00

I founded a picture on a web where someone took this picture of a shop with cool name Bo Concept

So this store has no concept =)

Joke of the day

2010-01-06T18:01:00.002+08:00

1st Joke

Why did Ah Beng go to a movie with his 18 friends?

He says it's because below 18 is not allowed...xD

2nd Joke

Ah Beng wants to buy a TV set, so he went to a shop near his house.

Ah Beng: Do you have color TV's?

Salesgirl: Yes we do.

Ah Beng: Then give me a green one, please.=)

3rd Joke

Ah Beng is filling up an application form for a job. He supplied the information for the columns on name, age, address, etc.. Then he comes to a column on " salary expected" but he is not sure of the question. After long thoughts, he writes, "Yes!" xD

4th Joke

One day, Ah Beng goes to a store and sees a shiny object. He asked the salesgirl what is it. She replied :" thermoflask..It keep hot things hot and cold things cold." Ah Beng quickly bought it. Then the next day he brought his new stuff to work. He brags to his colleagues : my new thermo flask ah..can keep hot things hot and cold things cold wan ah!"A colleague asked : So what you put inside? Ah Beng replied proudly : "This thing so geng, I put inside 2 cups of coffee and one cup of ice cream only lo !"

What an unlucky day

2010-01-05T23:38:00.004+08:00

Working on the kiddo learning center, keep doing the marking work, working all their work. OMG you can imagine I sitting there and my hand just keep do the same thing repeat, repeat again. Is so freaking boring and tired. Looking at the "awesome" handwriting by the kiddo, is seriously make me headache. Lucky I not that tired like that kiddo sleep on the shoe xD

Guess what, yesterday I just been told to work for this month only. Come on, before that I said work for this period and you agree that now you change your mind. People come and work also because of money right? Don't tell me no one gonna like money. This world the people is reality. Like that lady in the picture. If not I chop my head for you to sit!!!!

Happy New Year

2010-01-03T02:52:00.003+08:00

As 2009 go away and 2010 come to us, my 1st post for the brand new year. I guess all the people have fun on all the count down event? Lucky on the last minute I manage to get a car and have a count down at centro klang. At least have the count down atmosphere but not as grand as KL.

New resolution have been list out for the year 2010 then there still thing to worry about. Worry about my last sem result. When the moment we submit our last work or sitting the last paper of exam, we smile; when the moment we get the result, we cry

No matter how, gonna work hard for my new resolution and do well in the coming semester. Wooot~~ cheer!!! >.<

Why 1Malaysia F1 Team Never Gonna Work

2009-12-31T01:30:00.011+08:00

The prime minister recently announced that 1Malaysia F1 Team will be formed. The car will be made in

Malaysia, the driver will be Malaysian, even the pitstop would be manned by Malaysians. The team would be lead by AirAsia boss Tony Fernandes. And it'll be a joint venture between the Malaysian government, Proton, AirAsia, among others.

I guess when they made the announcement, they probably expected Malaysians all over the country to react with pride - "Wow, we have our very own F1 team! Competing with the big boys like BMW, Ferrari and McLaren on the world stage! COOL!"

Unfortunately, the ugly truth is that most Malaysians do not share the same joy and enthusiasm as those involved. Even when no taxpayer's money is involved, a majority of people simply have no confidence in this project.
And I guess they have good reasons why. I mean, come on, this a Malaysian
Government + Proton + AirAsia project.
Off the top of my head, here are five reasons why the 1Malaysia F1 Team is never
gonna work.
#1 Every time our competitor's car crash and bang into the wall, instead of racing to the finishing line, our 1Malaysia F1 car suddenly slow down to a crawl.
Why?
Must take a closer look at the car accident mah.
#2 Halfway driving, our 1Malaysia F1 car suddenly drives to the nearest petrol station.

Why?

Government just announced, "tomorrow petrol price increase by 0.01 cent." Wah lan eh, better fill up tank first!

#3 Halfway driving, suddenly our 1Malaysia F1 car swerves left and right and bang into other people for no reason.

Why?

Our 1Malaysia F1 driver's wife just called. The idiot one hand on steering wheel, the other hand holding his handphone talking to his wife!

#4 Other F1 cars have one driver. Our 1Malaysia F1 car has THREE drivers.

Why?

Because "1Malaysia" mah. Must have one Chinese, one Malay and one Indian driving. Otherwise other people might get jealous and protest!

#5 As soon as the gun went off, all the other cars zoomed out from the starting line, but then our 1Malaysia F1 car was still stuck there.

Why?

How to make it lah like that?

2009-12-31T01:26:00.003+08:00

Guess what, last few days, I just read a news on newspapers and it said about an 84 years old Indian politician has resigned after the sex tape has been broadcast allegedly showing him on bed with three women. I gonna say Chua Soi Lek, you lose. LOL~~~

Memory Flash Back@Forget Not Christmas Event

2009-12-31T01:00:00.003+08:00

On the 19th of December was another event that invited by my friend to join and before the event I had been take part in the decoration for the stage background with my another best friend, spend 1 week for doing the decoration is tiring but yet the result is consider not bad la*for me la* haha xD

Too bad I din take pictures for the moment I doing the decoration with my friend.

Anyway congrats to all the committee make this event success. Glad to know all of you and have fun with you guys. Oh ya I found 1 picture that taken by my dear when we attend then the event, here is my work xD

Memory Flash Back@Christmas Eve

2009-12-31T00:33:00.008+08:00

Although christmas is over * ya I know* yet most of the people celebrate the christmas eve with their friends or family too. Before that I though that I gonna have the very bored christmas eve, lucky my dear and her friend invite me to join them for the celebration.

Hang out at the hong kong centre lounge cafe and catch the live

band perform for the christmas countdown. At least my christmas eve is not that bored =) Although don't have present yet I enjoy myself that the cafe.

I have 1 friend told me that I look like Jin from the Hitzparty in Hitz.fm

when I leave my hair long, so am I really look like him? lol

Catch up the post

2009-12-31T00:15:00.002+08:00

When the moment I look at my blog, my blog archive, OMG is just only 4 posts for the months of December. Sorry guys, due to the laziness and busy *konon-nya* so I rarely go update my post. Well since today the 31st of December is the last day of the year 2009. Is time for me to catch all my posts to all you guys, I don't want my blog to be a dead blog.

Anyway wish you guys a merry christmas *I know is late and is over* and today the new year eve, everyone sure has their own resolution for the 2010 right? Some may able to archive their resolution, some may not *I know alot people sure fail in archive their resolution* *evil laugh* but yet include me also la.

Time go fast and can't be denied that I already live for 19 years and is going into 20. My relationship also been for 1 year and 5 months. Yet I still can feel myself not doing as well as I expected. I gonna work hard for my new resolution for the year 2010.

1. Study hard and get the CGPA 3.75 and appear in dean list * wish I could to that* xD

2. Graduate with 1st class honor in my degree * although still have 2 years time*

3. Hope my relationship with my dear will even longer

4. Own a Iphone * I guess will never happen but never mind put in the list 1st =)*

5. Own a car *this even no hope haha*

6. Own a PS3 and Xbox 360 * hmmmm still can consider*

7. The most important is Macbook Pro *wahahaha*

Last I will say sorry to all my friend and my family as I been terrible. Sorry for my dear as I know I always make her not happy and disappointed her. Sorry.

Wish you guys Happy New Year!!!!!

Latest Update

2009-12-14T20:16:00.002+08:00

After a long searching and compare, finally my new layout has come out. Cool way, cool style and cool blog haha. Hope my reader like my latest layout . Creepy Rox!!!!! teehee =p

2009-12-10T01:45:00.002+08:00

Wei Siang is getting tired

Night all...............

Architecture is ‘architorture’ or ‘archithriller’?

2009-12-10T01:27:00.001+08:00

Architecture is a field with no boundary, designs varies from one point to another, even every person’s perception towards a design is different. This is what makes architecture, being favourited, as well as being hated. For instance, some people might love Taipei 101, but some dislike the design of the tower. You like it or not? Why? Or do you recognize this building?

Architecture makes people proud. It is a symbol of strength, an icon of a site, or even can be a landmark of a country. Architects will be recognized in completion of a structure designed by him or her. Everyone envy architects. However, do you know that behind all these, architects suffer a lot.

From the process of designing, sketches come first, based on initial ideas and appropriate concepts. Architecture has no boundary but it is limited by technology, engineering, budget, site, and climate resistance. The technology available might not be able to build such amazing structure, the engineering skill might be not enough to build such creative structure, financial problem prevents architect from designing further, site prevents architect to build beyond boundary, and climate sometimes give challenges to architects.

Finish designing, it’s time for possibility in construction. Is the structure designed so beautifully on papers, or even on computer, be possible to be built, to be turn into real? Time to consult engineers, construction workers, developers, and even the government to approve the design project.

Even when you finished compiled your designs into proper working drawings, there is a risk of not being successful to be built. There are now design competitions that will only select best design to be built. Many architects, representing their firm will submit their brilliant designs too with their own concepts too. It is intense, who wins, only will be decided by those who do not know much on architecture (the developers).

Architects usually have their hair fully white or even empty head with no hair, even at young age. They think a lot (on design, construction, etc), they worry a lot (on safety, stability, possibility, etc), eventhough they earn a lot. However, only famous architects earn a lot. Many unknown architects around the world are still struggling to find a project to do. Architects die early? I’m not sure. Maybe architecture will train architects’ brains to be more active (or maybe more tiring)

Recently, I have discovered a survey that shows architecture is the sexiest profession. At 1st I wondering why they will said architecture is the sexiest profession. Guess what? They said other people will see architects, as very cool, like bringing large roll of papers, or even a huge T-square, or even long piece of presentation board, and beautiful model but then do you know architects or even architecture students are like exhausted ghosts when they are doing all these works? It will frighten you, especially when you approach them by midnight, because they won’t sleep due to submission and deadlines.

The most grateful moment for an architect is not when he get paid for his design and works, is not when he has completed and submitted his or her works, the most grateful moment is when an architect is able to see his or her design being turn into real structure, being able to be entered into, being able to be explored, being able to be touched, being able to be feel for, not only by himself or herself, but as well as by all people.

Architecture is not only ‘architorture’, but also ‘archithriller’, something that delights not only architects, but all.

Taste of the old city

2009-12-09T23:42:00.014+08:00

Sorry for the late update, recently is lazy to update and ann is nagging me to update my blog. xP

Then I will update some pictures of Malacca trip with classmate. Although just 2 days one night, at least I able to enjoy the local food especially chicken rice, cendol and durian dodol. At night able to hang out at lounge to have a drink with buddy. Lime vodka, my another favorite. Totally enjoy the nice with some old song sang by the people. Of course will not less for the layer cake which was the most famous *I think so la*.

Forgot to take picture when the moment we went back, I can said that most of them buy alot stuff especially local snack. You can imagine all guys became like aunty or worst than that. All the stuff we bought....*no no not include me* like buying the whole shop. * Kind of bombastic* haha but is seriously alot. Anyway Malacca is fun xD

I love these stuff, it look cool

D'Art Cafe

Colorful **

Chicken Rice*Yummy*

Moody

2009-11-30T22:28:00.004+08:00

Thought that I would able to watch Twilight new moon with her, but she gonna watch with her friend. Plus all my friends had watch the movie on saturday. Sien now end up I gonna watch myself, feel damn moody. Hate this movie. Stupid dumb ass %$#%$@$#@!%$$&^%*&^*&%^&%*

Sick @.@

2009-11-25T01:37:00.004+08:00

Damn suffer, finally can't hold on with my sickness and went campus for a doctor. 40 bucks for 3 type of medicines =.=lll and is kind of expensive. Whole body really not well and can eat the food I want. Only breads are allow and available. How pathetic am I. Sleep from the evening till just now. I can't sleep anymore. Somebody please help me, anyone can entertain me? Me bored la wei

Wondering want to cut my hair or not or give a try to leave it until long but go back home sure will yell by my parents to cut hair. Anyway really sien~~~~~

Finally

2009-11-18T11:05:00.003+08:00

Finally I got a break, assignments which I can say "shew" then it disappears xD. Anyway there is no such thing happen, I done all the submission and kind of free, ermm...........no is very very free haha. Is time to paid back my sleep times which I can't really sleep on the last few weeks haha.

Wondering what I gonna do next?Sleep? Eat? Movie? Game? Although my work is all done but I don't really have to mood go out or play game. I don't really know what happen to me, before all my work done, I wish I can faster finish my work and enjoy but now I did it but I seen don't have to mood to enjoy at all. Why human always wish to do something but the result is always not the one we expect for? Why human always not appreciate the thing around them and when they lost it then they start realize how important to them.

Things always go round and round, problem always come and go. Izit human will not realize their mistake until they face the pain like what people always said " No pain, No gain".

A lot my friends are sitting for the final exam wish them a good luck and all the best. @Vwen and my high school friends, what I can say is do well and stay focus, all the best in STPM. SPM for my junior, all the best. @Junwei,@xinle etc all the best in the final and jun wei stop cheating in your exam xD moral is easy haha

Untittle

2009-11-15T17:26:00.003+08:00

I feel so anger and really unhappy. Ya I know that you are stress out and many of your studies haven complete it, you feel fed up and frustrated. OK fine!!! I just keep myself silence to avoid the argument between us. I really not satisfying with you say I can't understand your feeling now or I don't know this feeling as I never been through. Sorry I went through more than you did. Please, I know I can't give any answer u want as you so frustrated but I want to ask, who know my feeling? Did you know I stress out too, my final is near and yet you too but I spend every day slept 1 to 2 hours per day for one week plus, who come and feel my stress and my feeling?? Did you know I really stress out until want to smash my laptop? throw out all my stationery and my assignments.

Please, I feel stress too not only you, I got no enough sleep than you. Everyday facing the research and my journals. I feel STRESS too!!!!!!!!! please

Brand New Eyes

2009-11-09T18:36:00.005+08:00

Paramore new album was out, another favorite band songs I like to listen. I gonna own this album after my final xD. After sometimes their new album finally out and is name as Brand New Eyes. The cover design is simple and nice. Hayley look sweet =) and her voice is still nice and powerful. Like the way she singing *wink*.

Yeah yeah Paramore rox!!!

Stress out of my way

2009-11-05T16:53:00.002+08:00

Next Monday is the submission for my assignments, Wednesday the ESD final exam, Friday the Communication Principle 111 presentation and Saturday the architecture culture 102 final exam. Haiz, how pathetic am I. @.@ wish faster done my work and start do some revision. Hate history exam, I can't remember well about those history sigh!!!

Feel my head is pretty heavy and feel sleepy during this evening. Wake up, Wake up and I tired of waiting, I also sick of waiting for make a move. Is time to make a move

GG for this week

2009-11-02T13:05:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the late post, recently busy with assignment @.@ Anyway Happy Halloween and now straight to the point. This week is a typical week for the students of architecture. My lecturer of architecture culture 101 send us an email and say our work have to submit on next week. GG, my assignments are like a mountain on my table. I wondering if I continue to do my work for 7 days without sleeping, how am I gonna look like. Anyway I gonna go, wish me luck

2009-10-27T14:20:00.003+08:00

1 more month my semester break is come. Is getting near to me, it also mean the suffer is coming. Sigh, all the assignments are making me feel retard @.@

*friends please don't blame me if you feel I'm so farking retarded, blame the assignments xD*

Halloween is near and The All American Rejects concert gonna rock the Bukit Jalil Stadium....I gonna complete my works as fast as possible, no matter how I gonna go Halloween and AAR concert. Die also must arghhhhhhhh

A Dark Knight

2009-10-22T17:52:00.004+08:00

Because he's the hero Gotham deserves,

but not the one it needs right now............so we'll hunt him

because he can take it, because he is not a hero.

He's a silent guardian, a watchful protector.................A Dark Knight

The Joker

2009-10-22T17:38:00.000+08:00

A sickening laugh from a sickening face.

At a sickening pitch and a sickening pace.

A cackle heard from every place, as a sickening heart begins to race.

The Joker smiles upon his deed, a smile plastered, permeanently.

The face is tortured and silent now, yet still he laughs, laughing proud.

Through sickening mind and sickening soul.

The laugh continues to make skin crawl.

From far and wide, his crimes are known.

The clown that smiles when others fall.

He turns and walks from this his trophy

As bat and bird follow closely.

Joker said "Evening Officer...................Why So Serious"

IQ + EQ

2009-10-20T21:27:00.002+08:00

When high IQ + high EQ = Genius,

When low IQ + high EQ = Problem Coming *facing problem due to the lack of knowledge* (still can cure),

When high IQ+lowEQ = Thing will not get success *they though they are the most intelligent people in the world, cant denied that but they can't lead the team* (critical situation),

When low IQ + low EQ = GG.com

Roses of will

2009-10-18T16:45:00.003+08:00

A boyfriend gives his girlfriend 12 roses, 11 real & 1 plastic he then says I'll love you until the last 1 dies ♥

I think I will............................

Argh!!! My back is pain and is killing me

2009-10-08T11:48:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the late update, recently really busy with all the assignments. I gonna complete all my assignments before saturdays although the due date is still sometimes but I want to RELAX for this weekend. Today have no class yeah and also a good chance for me to rush my assignments, so I have 2 research essay which each need at least 2000 words. OMG is kind of tough and yesterday I plan duwan to sleep for the whole night and do my work till today. Anyway I make cause I din sleep and I almost done with 1 of the research. Then later continue my another essay then I at least can relax d haha.

When something good happen then bad thing also come, my back is so freaking pain and is killing me. Is very very pain. Maybe I sit too long and din stand up and stretch up, in the morning as my whole house mate are woke up ready for class, the 1st thing I do is, "Bonny help me, I need your help, help me massage my back ^^ but the pain still there. Got anyway can let me feel better????

Another good news is The All American Rejects gonna rock their concert on Halloween Day, is cool haha. Can't wait that moment to go there.

Break is enough and I gonna continue my work, ciaoz

Music on the air: Cascada - Evacuate The Dancefloor *Im infected by the sound*

Happy Mooncake Festival

2009-10-04T12:06:00.002+08:00

Not really celebrate on yesterday, and my family all went to my uncle house. The lazy of me lazy follow so just alone stay at home. No mooncake to eat, so boring for yesterday night. Cough make me cant eat much thing. =.= Still have tone of assignment wait me to complete it. Kind of envy all my friends have mooncake to eat and enjoy so much. Me makan sendiri ba >.<

Saturday is another day~~~

2009-10-03T12:39:00.004+08:00

Early in the morning receive the message from my friend and Digi and it said that the all american rejects concert has been postpone and new date will be tell soon. Haiz Cha Tao, but never mind it is a good thing so that I can finish my work 1st then only go enjoy the concert. Hate cough, it make me feel dying and I can eat the food that 1 want....only medicine are allow, yuck!!!

The Click Five - Happy Birthday

2009-10-03T12:14:00.004+08:00

Dedicate this song to my two brothers who celebrate their birthday on thursday night. Is really hard to get 2 person birthday on the same date, same month and same year just the nationality is different, 1 Malaysian, 1 Indonesian. That way a awesome party and we enjoy very well. Thank for Jun Wei and Hendra treat us eat haha. Once again Happy Birthday to Jun Wei and Hendra.

The Clicl Five - Happy BIrthday

Hey you
I know I'm in the wrong
Time flies
When you're having fun
You wake up
Another year is gone
You're twenty-one

I guess you wanna know
Why I'm on the phone
It's been a day or so
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday

Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday

So hard
When you're far away
It's lame but I forgot the date
I won't make the same mistake
I'm so to blame

Now you know
Don't hang up the phone
I wish I was at home
I know it's way too late
But happy birthday

Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday

It's not that I don't care
You know I'll make it up to you
If I could I'd be there

Yeah yeah whoa oh
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday

Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
To you

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday

2009-10-01T01:27:00.003+08:00

Monday went to class early in the morning, but class cancel due to my lecturer can't make it on time cause her car broke down, sien. Nevermind, hang out with friends at Alamanda shopping centre cause another class will be in the afternoon 2pm. Plan want to play bowling but bowling alley is close due to the system broke down, haiz~~ Then go jalan jalan and have lunch, pass by MPH, wish to buy the whole set of twilight to read but no money =.=

Tuesday had a replacement class for monday class. Learning new topic which more about the beauty of a building. As my lecturer show us a slide of a building interior, Daniel told me some stupid thing~
Me: Hey Daniel, look at the interior, this is what I call Impressive.
Daniel: No no no, that is what I call Expensive.
Me: =.=lll Now we learning about the beauty of the building, not price
Daniel: No no no, Beauty = Price *wanna faint*

Wednesday went to ESD class but I forget to bring my draft essay to submit but thank god I have a copy in my laptop and finally I able to submit my work haha. Then hang out with my geng at midvalley till 7 and eat alot. The worst part is we been force to eat the regular size of New Zeland Natural Ice-Cream. Stupid Daniel, don't la torture me like that. Then the greastest news is earthquake happen at Sumatera and the west of the Malaysia been affected. =.=

I Got The Feeling, That Tonight Gonna Be A Good Nite

2009-09-26T12:18:00.030+08:00

With the song I Got The Feeling, the concert ended with applause, scream and shout. Arthur's Day was really really awesome. Starting with various of artis like Danny One, ManHand, Mc Hotdog and more...Yesterday was really crowd and pack, I guess more than 20k people was attend for the celebration of Arthur's Day. While the MC of the event is the JJ and Moot from the Hitz.Fm and another look quite pretty lady MC but don't know from where*but my friend said is from Fly Fm. Anyways it was a great concert although is free standing but now my leg abit pain but is worth it haha The Best part is when Black Eye Peas appear and they sang for 1 hours, yeah that was great haha and I will upload my pic for you guys

Arthur's day here I come

2009-09-25T01:04:00.002+08:00

Yeah, finally, finally Arthur's day is come, Black Eye Peas will perform as well. Can't wait till tomorrow go to sunway haha. Gonna enjoy the song and teh crowd over there. Pity Kelvin, too bad your sis wedding is tomorrow Muhahahaha but don't sad la, I help you snap some picture for you la..or you wan me to call you when Black Eye Peas perform? xD Jane I will snap some pictures for you too.

Haiz till now I still not able to call in to Hitz Fm to win the All American Rejects tickets. Damn, I want the ticket *I wanna, I wanna, I want the ticket la* Tomorrow call again. Die also I want to go >.<

Music on Air : The All American Rejects - I Wanna * I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you*

Is time to continue my work

2009-09-22T14:36:00.002+08:00

Holidays mood should be over and now should get myself in the battle mode to fight with my tones of assignments and my mid-term exam....I already back to hostel and now gonna start my work.
Faster complete my work that been accidentaly erase. I duwan get those thing mess up again =.=

Music on Air : Colbie Caillat - Fallin For You
Beverage : Milo

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-21T01:52:00.004+08:00

1st of all, wish all my muslim friends Selamat Hari Raya and don't forget my duit raya and kuih raya xP Although is a holidays but is kind of bored for me. Other than doing my assignment, the most terrible part happen. In the afternoon feel free, then start clear up some of my not importants file then I forget to make the final confirmation for clean up my recycle bin. Then when I start to do my work only realiase that my assignment that I done is gone, is been deleted by me. Plus I din't do any back up. That moment I really get fuck up. All my works are gone, my mind only written GG.com. I only could find 1 back which my friend borrow for example. Shit, I gonna do all work over again. $%@#$!$%$# What a holiday I have in my life~~~~~

Song on the Air : Cobra Starship - Good Girl Go Back *I make them good girl go bad*
Beverage : Milo
Food : Biscuit

Raya Holidays, Here I Come

2009-09-16T23:48:00.003+08:00

YES!!!!! I think all people should know why I so excited?? Cause Raya holiday is coming this weekend wooohooo...and I able to take a simple short break at home and hang out with my family, friends and my dear haha, but the 1st thing went I go back is have to complete my assignment only can go out. This is the promise I made for myself. Although I have alot assignment, with my ability I think I have no doubt with it haha. Gonna enjoy movie this weekend and doing my work on friday.

Will be back on friday after my 12pm class. Gonna say bye to Jane and Ryan who gonna back to Brunei tomorrow. Enjoy your holidays....and also not forget my friends at my hostel who same unit with me. Feel sorry to Jun Wei and Bonny they can't go back. Don't worry and don't sad la muahahaha.

Have fun guys haha....fun time over, is time to get serious to do work. Wish me luck for my assignment *peace* ^^

Songs on Air : AMP All Stars - 1 Malaysia *quiet nice to hear (thumb up)*

I gonna start my work, it a Must!

2009-09-13T12:50:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had went out with Jane, Kelvin, Ryan and Roxanne to cut hair at Damansara 1U. We almost can count as go out for whole day. Shit my works are procrastinate for 1 day, I cant be like that anymore. Gonna start work now and prepare for tomorrow site visit.

My hair.......totally speechless to comment. After cut and do all styling, hmmm look not bad but after I bath my look just like *sohai* =.= sweat case. Abit regret to cut my hair

Is time for me to start my work now

Music on air : Hey Monday - Home Coming
Beverage : Milo

All new layout

2009-09-10T17:07:00.004+08:00

Phew, feel kind of exhausted after finish done all the setting of my new blog layout. The worst part is change the new layout, it look great but all the link and list are gone and I have to find it back one by one. Thank god is not as tough as I imagine. Starting got abit regret to change the new layout but now the point of view is different haha. Doing my blog thing and searching my last article for tomorrow class make me feel that I'm a very busy man *actually is really busy**muahaha*

I slept on today morning 4am cause busying finding article by access through curtin library system. Meanwhile take turn to sleep as my housemate want me to wake him up at 3am then only I sleep. Then his turn to wake me up at 8am.

Drop some comment for my latest layout and hope you guys ike it

*Hungry wei, lunch also haven eat......zzzzzz*

My New Photoshop Design

2009-09-09T20:52:00.002+08:00

Just finish a new art work by using the new brushes that I download yesterday, for me it look great and among so many work I have done before, this is I like the most. Hope you guys will like it and give some comment for it

Vector Wallpaper

2009-09-07T01:57:00.003+08:00

Why people always so silly and think they are good enough with their point of view?

Izit all the man kind has the same mind set?

Do you think what you did it cause major conflict on the future?

Did your think that what you say always right?

Please think it wisely how you all did

Word of Wisdom

2009-09-04T10:31:00.003+08:00

~If pro is opposite of con, then what is the opposite of progress?~

~Light travels faster than sound, that's why people often seem bright until you hear them speak~

~War doesn't determine who's right. War determines who's left~

~Life is like a boat, ready to sail into the ocean and sink~

~Give a man a match, and he'll be warm for a minute, but set him on fire, and he'll be warm for the rest of his life~

~Once I prayed to god for a bike, but quickly found out he didnt work that way...so I stole a bike and prayed for his forgiveness~

Wish you all the best

2009-09-04T08:00:00.001+08:00

Wish my friends and my dear who start sitting their trial exam today, wish them all the best for thier exam =)

2009-09-03T17:18:00.002+08:00

Do you think you guys solve the problem???? Please!!! the problem is still there and you all make it even worst, don't think you all did the right thing but is just a conversation that come out with no solution. Please think before you all take action and think for the other too!!!!!!

The Adventure

2009-09-03T17:02:00.002+08:00

Angels & Airwaves - The Adventure

This song is awesome ^^

I wanna have the same last dream again
The one where I wake up and I'm alive
Just as the four walls close me within
My eyes are open up with pure sunlight
I'm the first to know
My dearest friends
Even if your hope has burned with time
Anything that is dead shall be re-grown
And your vicious pain, your warning sign
You will be fine

Hey oh here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin

Any type of love it will be showed
Like every single tree reach for the sky
If you're gonna fall
I'll let you know
That I will pick you up
Like you for I
I felt this thing
I can't replace
When everyone was working for this goal
Where all the children left without a trace
Only to come back as pure as gold
To recite this all

Hey oh here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin
Tonight
Hey oh here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin
Tonight
Hey oh here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin

I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me

Hey oh, here I am (do this with me)
Here we go
Life's waiting to begin (do this with me)
Hey oh, here I am (do this with me)
Here we go
Life's waiting to begin
Life's waiting to begin

Hard to breath

2009-09-01T11:31:00.001+08:00

Recently my nose so sensitive and easy caught flu, haiz hate flu and the moment I have my bath after start will start flu kind of suffer now. Eye keep come out tear cause of flu. Hard to breath...help!!!!

Where got ghost

2009-08-31T21:26:00.002+08:00

Another movie from singapore famous director Jack Neo. As you all know that all the movie that produce by Jack Neo is very funny and nice to watch rite? While there is the lastest movie, I think is quite funny la and of cause abit scary as the title also mention about ghost. Can't wait to watch this movie too.

The Final Destination

2009-08-31T17:16:00.003+08:00

The 4th movie of the final destination gonna show up in the cinema soon, after watching the trailer...hmmmm very nice movie plot and kind of scary too especially with the way they die!!! Woo but very nervous too. Can't wait to watch that movie, but wondering my dear will watch with me or not cause she dare not watch horor movie. Nevermind I will try to ask her go watch with me xP.....anyway wish her luck for sitting her trial next week..xD

Rest in Pieces

2009-08-30T01:04:00.000+08:00

No mood and down, can't cheer up at all

Chilling time >,<

2009-08-27T14:25:00.002+08:00

Assignment, assignment and assignment. Now only left the assignment which is journal but just now do till half, face problem =.= and I jam. Don't know how to do d, so wait tomorrow go ask lecturer again, so now is chilling time cause I don't know want to do xD

Thursday is the day

2009-08-27T12:13:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 10, wash my cloth, brush my teeth, take my bath and then sit in front of my laptop, listen songs, blogging, facebook and do assignment!!!! Argh so many work gonna do, gonna work harder......

Maya Dancing Competition

2009-08-27T03:58:00.019+08:00

Here I will upload the Maya competition picture and behind the sence of our work, overall is not bad and too bad that day I was duty as the ticket seller in the ticket department, but I also got chance to watch the performance and also motorcar show, kind of cool. Like the most is the performance of tribute to Micheal Jackson, it was awesome ' appaluse' wooo

Me and Bonny

The Stage

The Site

the view from top

Buddies

The performance

Car show

蕭閎仁 - 連貝多芬都想告訴你

2009-08-25T13:16:00.005+08:00

Found this song is very nice

我的抽屜沾滿灰塵有多久沒整理
濃濃哀傷在嘆息我拿起了筆
寫了古典
第一樂章我想告訴你
我快要聽不清楚
非得要像休止符黑不拉幾
要斷斷續續
連貝多芬也都愛上你
你說分開最美麗
好!我還想樂章在繼續
愛來愛去愛不過是病
連貝多芬都想告訴你
耳聾了更有意義
也許你只是下雨下在我的青草地
等放晴了就自然蒸發
蕭閎仁-連貝多芬都想告訴你
我的抽屜沾滿灰塵
有多久沒整理
濃濃哀傷在嘆息
我拿起了筆寫了古典
第一樂章我想告訴你
我快要聽不清楚
非得要像休止符
黑不拉幾要斷斷續續
連貝多芬也都愛上你
你說分開最美麗
好!我還想樂章在繼續
愛來愛去愛不過是病
連貝多芬都想告訴你
耳聾了更有意義
也許你只是下雨下在我的青草地
等放晴了就自然蒸發

2009-08-25T02:10:00.001+08:00

Feeling want to whack my head to the wall, no mood want to sleep and feel want to do assignment but I sleepy cause having the flu medicine, haiz

2009-08-25T01:59:00.002+08:00

Damn hate this feeling rite now!!!!

Sunday-ing

2009-08-23T10:03:00.004+08:00

Cant imagine that early in the morning have to wake up and do journal, feel pity to myself. All the people in my unit are still sleeping and in their dream while I sit in front of my laptop and start doing the journal, the journal that unable to complete except end of the semester...

Still feel tiring cause woke up at 8.30am. Handphone alarm from 7.30 start crying but I snooze it cause feel want to sleep awhile.Why my life so different from the others?? Why they so many work still can chill around?? So many WHY in my mind....

Woke up, brush my teeth then check my facebook, blog and email. Another window with archiform, wikiarchitecture, archiweek and Ark. Listen to my favourite songs to warm me up in this morning.

Wondering what I gonna eat for my breakfast??? It seem like there is nothing for me to eat. Yesterday breakfast just ate the corn flakes with milo cause I don't have milk but anyway it taste not bad ^^

Gonna continue with my work, ciaoz

2009-08-21T13:40:00.002+08:00

Class gonna start at 2pm, now 1:43pm still in library bloging and I haven that my lunch.....don't know want eat what le...swt anyway gonna rush to class, ciaoz

Not strees, Not Emo~ just Freak Out

2009-08-21T13:21:00.002+08:00

Now already the 3rd days for me to do the 16 pages journal, is so difficult and hard to write teh 16 pages journal plus the worst thing is 16 pages per week!!!! Each week i have 16 pages to write, my whole semester have 14 weeks, 14 x 16 = 224 pages journal to be done. Haiz this assignment really cant delay if not my work will be double up......can somebody help me???? How I gonna vomit out 16 pages journal??? Minus those with sketches, I still have 14 pages and eventually I only done 6 pages of journal

My brain gonna blow soon, just like a ballon 'BOOM' then end up GG. Wish that my intelligent will be higher, wish that I would be smarter....Although this semester only have 4 subjects but this 4 is enough to kill me off.

And Kelvin, just stop asking me chill and I'm chilling la, I not stress just feel swt when I cant vomit more point for my journal...and stop playing the stupid mafia la, my eye pain le.....=.=

Maya dancing to reality

2009-08-20T22:06:00.003+08:00

Upcoming event that organize by my campus is the dancing competition and is perform by Dr.Burn, K-Town clan and Goldkartz but I also don't really know who they are haha, anyway that is not the main point, what I want to say is the poster design and the ticket design is attracting me cause is look really cool, even my friend who study graphic design is agree with me. Look cool but hard to design too, wish I have that level xP. Anyway I will upload the poster and let you guy have a look, izit cool rite?

Guess What???

2009-08-18T22:28:00.002+08:00

My Result is out, guess what? I got a C for history and culture. Wondering why my friend can get A for this while I'm not? We did the group assignment together and only the final exam is individual, impossible the mark will pull me so down rite? When I show this to my dad, my dad just said this ' all not bad but why suddenly got a C?' Look not nice but at least I got improvement on last semester. Anyway this new sem gonna do even better xD

Unofficial Exam Results


Program:	FOUNDATION IN BUILT ENVIRONMENT
Term:	Feb 2009
Student:	108021749 Ng Wei Siang
Semester:	-F2, Foundation Sem 2
Aggregate:	GPA:3.53 / CGPA:3.37
Remarks:	Proceed to the next semester.

	Module	Name	Grade	Credits

	90020_F	Design 2	A-	4.00
	90021_F	Drawing 2	A	4.00
	90022_F	History & Culture Studies 2	C+	3.00
	90023_F	Measurement & Application 152	A-	3.00
	90024_F	Intro to Built Environment	B+	3.00
	90025	Foundation English 152	A	3.00


Total				20.00

2009-08-18T18:55:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to my dear, wish her dream my come true and do well in her STPM. Hope you like the suprise and thanks to Susin help me to plan up this birthday suprise..

Anyway wish her Happy Birthday again and may all your dream come true ^^

2009-08-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

Don't know why recently don't feel want to open my mouth to talk. Maybe too tiring? Or because of her I not haapy and down?
Problems are keep coming and coming, should I keep in my heart? Or find someone to talk with? In my mind there is alot question
and busy searching to solve those problem.

Like yesterday problem between me and her. I trying very to find topic to talk to, at least I know I already try my very best to
find something to talk to her and my message is not that short like she did to me. Nevermind, I never blame of her, just wish all
will be fine soon but those feeling is kind of hurt just like a cup of hot water pour onto your skin.

Wish today she get better and not like yesterday so moody. Assignment is given yesterday by my lecturer, here come another
problem, is tough and I worry I cant do better.Although i'm on the right track but yet I still lack of some support, her support
I wish I would have it.

Anyway wish all problems get to solve it as soon as possible cause I don't like this feeling wish I have right now....

Get prepare

2009-08-09T14:39:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow gonna wake up at 7.30 to prepare for the class at 9. Kind of nervous cause I entering degree and what I have to learn in this sem obviously gonna be alot different from foundation. Anyway will be very intresting during the class. Yesterday play mafia with them, very lame game but kind of fun also la just a small entertaiment before start class. Anyway now have to prepare to war.

Hungry la....having biscuit and a cup of instant mushroom as my lunch.^^

Back to hostel

2009-08-08T18:38:00.002+08:00

Back to hostel on thursday, and pretty boring and have no internet here. Thank god my roommate borrow me his boardband to online. Time go so fast, monday I gonna start my degree year 1. Result so far not bad but still can improve, miss my dear at klang...

I did not mean wanted to argue with you, sorry if what I say is hurt you. Sometime I get hurt too when you say that to me..anyway sorry..

2009-08-02T20:28:00.001+08:00

I'm not happy, this whole week is not happy at all
Why you keep argue with me?
I duwan to argue...

Sick, so suffer.....feel been torture till very terrible..

2009-07-30T21:23:00.004+08:00

From wednesday night start feeling not well after drink the expire nescafe that given by my bro...swt case then late night cant sleep well till morning 5am and awake at 7am. I can feel that my body is slighty hot and feeling cold.

I just ignore that and i though that keep drink water will feel better but till the evening it getting serious as my dear say my body really very hot..and my body started to feel the pain even my head. Then she ask me better go check by the doctor so at night I ask my dad bring to a doctor.

Guess what? The doctor say my fever reach 102F. That moment I get shock and feel that is unbelievable cause I never get so sick before in my entire life..This time I really sick and I cant get to work which start on today till sunday.

Look at those medicine which I have to consume 2 tablet of each medicine for 3 type of different medicine....yucks!!!!

Azure Haze

2009-07-22T21:53:00.002+08:00

Helping my good friend to promote his new web which he did by is own and is official lanch about fews day ago. Is pretty cool web and is simple, what I can say that is amazing campare among our so many friends and what he did is consider very success work which not all of us may do The theme they use for this web is “Simplicity Is Elegance” and here some small detail about this web:

'AzureHaze.com serves as a personal blogging portal for Azure Haze himself and focuses on the concept of simplicity, nothing special, nothing fancy.

Many said a picture is worth a thousand of words and therefore a video is definitely worth a million words or even more.

Azure Haze aims to deliver blogging in the simplest way possible because life is often too complicated or maybe he is just too tired to type after a long day of work. Simplifying matters seems to be the best way to make life a better place to live in.

Thanks for dropping by.

I shall move on now, enjoy.'

the Azure Haze homepage

2009-07-18T21:35:00.000+08:00

What a boring night~~~~
Sien ahhhhh

I'm Survive!!!

2009-07-16T12:03:00.003+08:00

Phew, almost dying without any internet..since tuesday evening my internet connection is disconnected and starting I tot that was tmnet server down, nevermind then second day early in the morning still the same condition, in my mind tell me that this is the tougher day for me to survive through out the whole day and I cant complete my work without the internet.

What to do? I'm call TM for checking the situation but they said that my connection is all good and no problem with the port and configuration, then talk to the operater for nearly 1 hour and doing the troubleshooting as the operater said but the result end up with nothing...siao

Lucky afternoon dear fetch me go her house to use her house internet and also help her clean up her stuff, and night got Jason fetch me go Starbuck hehe anyway thanks for the treat =] then I only could survive

Lucky today morning I do the troubleshooting again and is fix but now have to manually connect to the internet..haiz. Now this life, people really cant survive without an internet such like me xD

My new art work

2009-07-08T19:35:00.002+08:00

Haiz this sem break is really bored, don't know what should I do? everyday online, surf net and face laptop, this life is teerible. Every night sleep also kind of late, same like when studying. Luckily got something come out, my new work using photoshop and using the new brush..

my new work

I :heart: one word titles!

2009-07-08T14:56:00.000+08:00

I :heart: one word titles!
so simple
uncomplex!
a quick summary
a summing up!
no complexity
love that simplicity!
a quick word
a few key strokes!
open to interpartation
laughing
crying
raining
simplifying
expanding simplicity!
it's not so simple anymore

love words
they explain
complicate
but one word?
one concept
one idea
or maybe many?
simple
but not quite right?
right..
I :heart: one word titles!
so complex

Word for word

2009-07-08T14:54:00.000+08:00

Word for word
I can not find
What it was,
that crossed my mind

Heart for heart
It will fall apart
Smashing into dirt,
despite it being a precious part

Mind for mind
I have to see
Truth of dreams,
that should not be

Mouth for mouth
A world of desire
Lit in the darkest,
is said fire

Dream for dream
Hopeful pieces of it
Wave it together,
and hope is once more lit

Life for life
Faking it all
A healed spirit,
do not let it fall

A Silent Langauge

2009-07-02T00:34:00.000+08:00

a silent langauge...
a language you can see but can't hear...
a language with a combination of hand signs and expressions...
a language that express love, happiness, and humor...
a language where a sign represent a sentence in the spoken language...
a language where you hear with your eyes and speak with your hands...
a language that express anger, grief, or pity...

a silent language,

the one I speak.

Empty Pages

2009-07-02T00:25:00.000+08:00

Life is an empty book, what fills your pages,
Love, joy, sickness, pain,
Idiocy, lonliness, sunshine, rain,

The list goes on forever until the book closes,
Freeing the person of their toils,
Filling them with nothing but happy endings,
Fill your pages full,
Fill them good or bad,

Pages full of pain are better than empty nothingness,
Pages of sorrow are better than nothing at all,
With the pain comes the comfort,
With the sorrows comes relief,

Fill the empty pages full,
Nothing is just to hard to bare,
Nothing just isn't fair,
Don't fill your pages with nothing,

Nothing is just to sad,
Nothing hurts too much,
Fill you life with something,
Fill you pages with something,

Nothing lasts forever,
Don't let your life be nothing,
Something is better than nothing,

Don't be fooled nothing isn't painless,
Something-sorrow-pain feels less painful,
Than the denial of feeling anything at all,

So fill your pages full,
Fill them with Love, joy, sickness, pain,
Idiocy, lonliness, sunshine, rain,

The list goes on forever until the book closes,
Freeing the person of their toils,
Filling them with nothing but happy endings,
I wish you all nothing but happy endings.

Identity

2009-07-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

I sat down and faced the man
sitting in front of me.

"Hello," said I, offering a handshake.
He didn't take it but just
stared at me with bothersome eyes.

"You look troubled," he commented.
"So do you," I shrugged.
We both let out a sigh.

"I'm tired of this," I finally said.
He waited, so I continued.
"Tired of playing roles for other people."

He looked at me with affectionate eyes.
"You can't please everyone and you don't have to.
All have limitations - including you."

I pondered at that thought as he said,
"You're strong, I know you are.
You just have to be yourself."

As if breathing after being
submerged underwater for so long,
I sighed with relief.

"Thank you," I said as
I walked away from the cracked mirror.