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Is been so long never update this blog, somehow right now I came back here again...read back those old post that I wrote last time....but anyway just let it be although there are so much miserable stuff happen all the way from last time. Wondering why I still come here to blog again, cause of the feeling that I found no else where I can express out therefore I come back here. Too much thing happen recently.....from friend to family then come to study. Friend matter, I choose to let it be, no point continue with those matter, family matter, thank god my dad success in the operation and recovering in progress. Study......totally is a crapz. Idea been ban and rejected, I keep wondering izit I make it sooooooo complicated or what? Seem like everyone design a very simple and clean stuff....mine was like ohhh *don't know how to describe*

Then recently, I started to have some mild feeling toward a girl. Same course and same class to, I was trying to get chance to approach her but fail..nevermind..just now was trying to chat with her in msn, seem like she really not in a good mood and end up I been treated kind of cold and been scold. On this moment, I feel damn depress and down...so down. Work been rejected, got scolded by her..........................ahhhhh =( Somehow I really hope she can cheer up soon