Silent dead

It is 2nd time I blog again after my blog is dead. How to describe dead? I just experience a temporary of silent dead in from afternoon till just now. I think some of you guys will think why I say so? Yeah my soul is dead when the moment I fail my B.Tech assignment again. Serious and this is the last time of re-do, yet my group fail to meet the requirement. The moment we fail, I serious cant accept the fact again. Even my lecturer said " Wei Siang, what happen to you?" I think my lecturer also never expect his students that always do well will fail in this re-do assignment. I can't even answer my lecturer question. I just sit a side with my group member and silent.

I thought that I will be fine, but I not. The fake appear in my face but heart is pain. Feel really fed up and tired. All the effort that we put is meaningless. I thought effort will never lie to us but the fact is, it happen on us. When back to my room, lye on bed and feel sick of it, mood is down. The only choice is sleep. Take silent sleep from 5pm till 1opm. How is it feel? A little bit better but yet is still sad and disappointed with myself. Is time for me to stand up and continue my journey of architecture.

I'm not superman but yet not an architect.....................