3AM

Lonely doing assignment, seriously don't have the mood to do but no choice have to force myself to do cause my process is getting slow and slow.........damn!!!!!!!!!!! You duwan entertainment me =( moodyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友, I wish we can be more than that

理想情人

好想知道你的100分　會給怎樣的人

Lost of direction

Is the end of April, May coming soon and is been a month I not coming back to here. Somehow here still the suitable place to voice out my feeling compare to other side. Well today finally pass up the six space set assignments, kind of tiring assignment and today also manage to know the mark of my work, well is expected I did not score a good mark for it cause I really never put my hard work and effort into it. What I can blame is just me cause of limit of creativity and view over my design. Now what I can do is do better in the coming assignment, read more book, see more thing and stop been lazy around when I doing the six space set assignment.

Then about her, I really don't know what to do, wish to know more about her and know her well. She is always with the other gang of people and me is with my own gang so there is less chances to approach her. Don't know to describe the feeling toward her. Recently I saw a note with this title call 越喜欢你、越会渐渐没话跟你聊天, where the content is write about this

不喜欢的人，可以容易地讲个笑话，随便地发个短信，

甚至，打去电话问对方有什么节目以便随时去参加。

喜欢的，却变成心里的死穴一个，动都不敢动，甚至，再看到的时候，话都说不出来。

喜欢某个人，偏偏见到她，一句话没有。

看着旁边的朋友和她谈笑风生，心里又嫉妒又着急。

暗示或者表白心际，一句我爱你，永远不丢人。

如果我想你了

我会掏出手机

看看有没有你的短信

即使我知道

几率是那么的渺茫

如果我想你了

我会在手机上飞速的打下一连串的对你说的话

最后却始终没有按下发送的键

只是不想打扰你

如果我想你了

我会看我们的聊天记录

不管是什么样的对话

始终有种甜蜜的感觉

如果我想你了

我会想

你是不是会想我呢？

哪怕

只有一秒钟的时间...

如果我想你了

我会听你推荐给我的音乐或者曾经录的你唱的歌

细品歌词中的字字句句

如果我想你了

我会把思念换作节拍

让它在双手交辉中流露

如果我想你了

其实没有如果

手机主题是你

手机电话薄你是第一个

手机相册是你

FB里你是单独的一组

每晚睡下的时候

仍然会想你是否也睡下了

不打电话并不是我不关心

只是不知说什么好又怕你说烦

而打电话给你的不一定就一定很关心你

想告诉你我其实一直惦记着你，我一直都在你的身边不会走

我就是这么一个安静的喜欢看你幸福的人

it seem like write out my feeling and feel that why we less topic to talk? I wish we can talk more and know each other well

Once

Is been so long never update this blog, somehow right now I came back here again...read back those old post that I wrote last time....but anyway just let it be although there are so much miserable stuff happen all the way from last time. Wondering why I still come here to blog again, cause of the feeling that I found no else where I can express out therefore I come back here. Too much thing happen recently.....from friend to family then come to study. Friend matter, I choose to let it be, no point continue with those matter, family matter, thank god my dad success in the operation and recovering in progress. Study......totally is a crapz. Idea been ban and rejected, I keep wondering izit I make it sooooooo complicated or what? Seem like everyone design a very simple and clean stuff....mine was like ohhh *don't know how to describe*

Then recently, I started to have some mild feeling toward a girl. Same course and same class to, I was trying to get chance to approach her but fail..nevermind..just now was trying to chat with her in msn, seem like she really not in a good mood and end up I been treated kind of cold and been scold. On this moment, I feel damn depress and down...so down. Work been rejected, got scolded by her..........................ahhhhh =( Somehow I really hope she can cheer up soon

Angel VS Demon

Why people like to get interrupt in some matter where there is not necessary to know about it, isn't it after knowing all the truth and they may feel relief or will feel not guilty anymore? Thing happen, what is already happen was already stated there, nobody can change it and correct it. Fact is just the fact, If people feel guilty mean they did something that mean to the person. Isn't it is feel great when you know something or get mess up with other people problem? Stop pretending by wearing an angel mask.......